Feeling down.

my temp now is 38.111111 degree celcius. Because of this i din go church. I am having a heavy flu & i have throat infection. The pain is really terrible/horrible. :(:(:( My muscle ache too. Further more, i still need to go for facial later. At the moment no one is freee to acc me to the doctor. How pathetic can i be. Work is starting next friday. What if i dont get well by then. What if.. :(